note: this post is NOT written by nenek, the sweet little old lady, but by her no-nonsense, foul-mouth alter-ego
selalunye sy akan cuba mengelak utk memblog psl benda yg:
1. memalukan sy atau org len, sbb sy tau itu adalah equivalent kepada mengumpat. sy sll benci dgn org yg suka mengumpat. so i try to avoid to stoop at their level
2. sensitif, like racism, religion or politics
thats y u see i never blog about something heavy. i dont mind ppl thinking that i hv air for brain for having such a mindless blog, but its my blog and i already decide that i wont blog about something heavy. this blog is narcissistic and ego-centric in nature. if u want to hv a healthy political discussion, sila fuck off and pegi baca blog org len. (my original intention of blogging was never to write for ppl to read my thoughts. i write for myself anyway. but i appreciate that there are some of my frens yg jd regular reader for this blog. even tho u never drop in a comment, yes, i know u read this. thnx babe/mate)
but just for this entry (and memandangkan besok adalah GE), so i think i hv to pen in a word or two about my opinion about GE. i’ll try to make it as neutral in nature as possible.
i was born to a government-supporter parents. walopon bukan penyokong extreme but i know they are not going to vote the opposition in this coming election. i grow up in an environment where informations was distributed via mass-media (own by government, btw), where the informations were controlled to the highest level, so that what i get were only the good things only. and yes, sy adalah org BN. but my choice was not because of the ‘illusion’ (as some of my opposition-supporter friends so delicately put it) they put in my head. rather, its my choice, my decision.
as a woman, i naturally vote for stability. and ppl automatically assume i vote BN. but like what a friend put in his post in k5 (a forum for utp students), malaysians are observing the phenomenon. we think. and what i observe is not to my liking. kes kidnap+rogol+bunuh bertambah year to year. i hv the right to feel uneasy and a little unsafe in my own neighborhood. when i said stability, i dont mean economy or financial security or stability alone. i need more than that. i need to feel safe to go out alone, to trust the stranger enough to let him/her to stop me at the street to ask me questions without jumping to conclusion that s/he will try to harm me in any way. i need to trust the good in ppl. i need to feel secure.
what happen now, i found that i ignore ppl in the street. i even get advice from relatives who are living in KL to ‘ignore ppl when u r walking in KL’. i have to look confident while walking, like i know where im going because when they smell that u r not familiar with that city, they will take advantage of that. eh, ini apekebende plk citer psl jln2 kt KL ni. my point is, i dont feel safe to walk in KL (pudu especially), even tho police ada je kt situ. this is not healthy, ppl. not healthy at all.
what the government offers rite now is not the security in terms of keselamatan. the percentage of crime is increased some more, instead of menurun. i really worried about this. im not only worried about my ass je, it actually extend to my offspring. i want them to grow up in a secure environment. i want them to be able to play in the playground without worrying some sick pervert will prey on them there. i wnt them to learn to be independent, walking alone to school without me having to htr or jemput derg. i wnt them to go to the pasar malam or mall alone without me having to tag along. but in the atmosphere rite now, i cnt do that. some motherfucker will try to kidnap them. hoi, dh la bersusah payah aku buat anak, ada org sng2 nk kidnap anak aku plk. mesti la aku marah, ok?
so, is that mean i hv to vote for the opposition? i sincerely believe, if we give them the chance utk mentadbir negara ni, they can do a good job also, providing we give them all the access to the logistics like money, human capital and everything BN hv right now. the only thing kenapa kita nmpk kelantan mcm tak berapa maju is because kerajaan pusat tak bagi peruntukan pada mereka. how about if they are given to all the shebangs? i believe they can do a good job. i mean, come on ppl, their crime rate is lower compared to negeri2 under BN. if u said, ‘eleh, still hv crime in kelantan what. alim2 pun ade gk yg wat jahat’, come on, be reasonable. manusia ni dicampak kemana2 still sama. sure akan ada yg baik, ada yg jht. bda yg kita kena tgk is that they are able to contain the crime form escalating. so, in that sense, i feel secure enough to vote for opposition.
but, when i see their manifesto, a thought occur to me. turunkan harga petrol? do they even aware yg bukan kita yg control harga minyak? klu subsidi byk sgt, boleh cripple country mcm ni. then yg plg sy takleh terima ialah bg elaun pd penganggur? hello? hey, klu macam tu lagi bertambah la penganggur kt negara ni. i mean, u dont hv to work, but u still can survive. klu camtu, apa gunanya aku bljr smpai nk mati kt utp ni klu in the end aku still leh dpt duit klu tak keja? i mean, of kos la ko akan dpt gaji yg lbh lumayan klu ko keja tp klu ko tayah belajar n keja, ddk2 goyang kaki kt rumah still leh dpt duit? of kos aku cr the easy way out. dh la aku ni like any typical malaysian gk. hahaha… the manifesto surely cn cripple our economy. kita kena berusaha utk meningkat ekonomi negara. klu tak nnt, kuasa luar sng nk influence kita, then pgg ekonomi kita. aku tanak jd cam indon. please, aku tanak.
manifesto by opposition is very ideal. very nice on paper, but in real world, can it be carried out succesfully? i dont think so. klu ikut term engineering pun, the term ‘ideal’ means something so perfect to simplify the calculation, something that someone hope to attain, which usually serve as the bench mark. see, we ‘hope’ to attain the perfect state, but in our mind and restricted capabilities, we know we can never achieve them. they should revise their manifesto and put something more logical and doable la to convince ppl like me. i find it hard to believe that because, well, i study abt that. im a bit sceptical, yes.
i went to ipoh today to buy something for my fyp lab. and the chinese there already asked about whom im gonna vote for.
‘u vote pas ke keadilan?’
derg tak tya pun whom i vote for. and pilihan jwpn dia pun restricted to BA candidates je. haha. then my friend asked him whom he vote.
‘tak kisah la mana2 lor. pas ke, keadilan ke, dap ke’
again, no BN in anywhere of his answer. nice. can we safely assume ipoh milik siapa sekarang? hahahaha… (but seriously, i will be very suspicious klu tetiba BN mng kt ipoh. by undi pos some more. huhu)
it seems that ppl wanted to see changes. they are already disgusted with whats happening now. even tho i said me too, wnt to c some changes, but i also harbor some hope that BN itself will do the changes. give pak lah another chance. biar dia jd pm for another 5 years. lagipun, dlm masa 5thn, apa sgt perubahan yg dia leh bwk. 5 years is very short time. tun mahathir pun perlukan 20++thn barula malaysia dikenali dunia. if in 10yrs reign pak lah still cannot bring the changes, then its time for malaysian to vote for the alternatives.
bear in mind, kita kena tgk dr kedua2 belah pihak. aku penyokong kerajaan, but that doesnt make me blind to their faults. tak semua yg BN buat and kata tu betul, and tak semua BA buat and kata tu salah. kedua2 nya ada kelebihan and kekurangan. but at the back of my mind, i cant stop hoping that one day BN and BA will unite. sbb bygkn how strong malaysia will be sbb kelemahan of both parties boleh ditampung oleh kelebihan of both parties. meaning, kelebihan BN dlm segi economy and management boleh tampung kelemahan BA, tp kelebihan BA dr segi moral, spirit and religion boleh tampung kelemahan BN. i know its quite impossible to happen, but as i said, i can only hope and wait that somehow, someday, its gonna happen.
as for you ppl, vote wisely. aku buat kesilapan tak daftar awl2 so cannot use my right to vote for the election. if u want my prediction, i’ll say that this year election, BN will win with very thin majority. let us give paklah another penggal to rule malaysia. let see how he fare. and be reasonable. we are talking about ruling a country here, folks. some projects just cannot be done in 5yrs. but lots of changes can be done within that time frame. so lets see what changes he can bring for this coming 5 years. beginning with crime rate. bring the percentage down, and ill be happy to cast my vote for the government for the next GE.
and klu dlm masa 5 thn ni crime rate still escalates, then sorry. i’ll vote for changes. i’ll vote for stability that is promised by the BA…
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