Archive for September, 2007

23
Sep

Status Smatus…

By bilanenekmembebel 2 Comments
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i find it quite annoying when somebody i know who is in a very very happy relationship put their status in friendster as ’single’. okla…so technically u ARE single tp taleh ke nk honor the relationship with something like ‘in relationship’ maybe? and when i take a look at the girl’s site, she dutifully put ‘in relationship’ as her status.

so it makes me wonder…apsal guys sgt segan nk ngaku ade awek? dulu takde awek pun segan nk ngaku tader awek gk sbb takut dituduh loser. skrg bila dh ade awek tnak ngaku plk sbb takut saham jatuh. ye ye je ade saham. konon2 ssh nk kwn dgn p’puan la klu letak status ‘in realtionship’ tu ye? boleh blah. kecik2 dh takut komitmen. karang dh grow up, they will leave the sprint mark whenever their gf (who is unfortunate enough to be their gf, by the way) say the "M" word.

org yg takut komitmen is so loser ok? but then, its ur choice. but then again, i cant fully blame them to put the status in such a way because maybe…just maybe… they think that the gf is not yet the right girl for them. (there, my libra traits start to kick in. why i always makes excuses for people in the first place? i am so annoyed with myself ok??)

i have lots of guy friends who freely admitted that they are already in relationship. i dont avoid them like a plague. if anything, that makes me respect them more because that means derg ni jenis berani bertanggungjawab and honest with themselves. so sapa2 loser kt frenster yg tanak ngaku awek tu awek korg, haaa teruskanla perangai tu. karang ade org ngorat awek korg, terkotang-kating la korg sorg2. padan muka…

19
Sep

Fury

By bilanenekmembebel 2 Comments
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nenek mengalami satu situasi yg agak janggal where i feel very very very mad at certain someone. the problem is, we are never connected to each other in…err… usual terms. im

sure he’ll never read this blog and thats fine by me because i just feel like i want to explode. but if by chance he did read this…well… sod u. u think u can just insult someone and get away with it? big chance. i’ll hunt u. mark my words.

You’re so happy now

Burning a candle at both ends

Your self-loving soothes

And softens the blows you’ve invented

Crack’s healing up

Future soul forgive this mess

You waste twenty years

And wind up alone, demented

07
Sep

My Random Thoughts for Today

By bilanenekmembebel 0 Comments
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1. dh berapa lama agaknye kolam ikan kt cafe v5 tak berbasuh. lumut dah byk gila. kesian ikan2 kt dlm kolam tu. mesti diorg lemas tak dapat oksigen.

2. nenek baru perasan kucing kt utp adalah sangat comel. rs nk tangkap sekor and cium derg. better still, bela derg. tp takut terkencing dlm bilik. kang susah plk nk semayang. and what about the people yg alergik dgn kucing or simply mengada2 and takut dengan kucing? (like, apahal nk takut dengan kucing? bukan kucing tu makan ko pun. so, being a considerate housemate, the intention keeps being that - intention je.

3. oh, knpla kena pegi kl esok? sabtu adalah hari untuk bermalas-malasan dan tgk naruto. bukan pegi dgr ceramah…sheesh…

4. i really like my new fragrance. smells like baby powder. very sweet and comforting smell. nnt bila nenek dh besar, i’d do what most people with too much money to know what to do with their money do - waste them on ridiculously expensive fragrances. (and shoes and bags and makeups and clothes…et cetera et cetera)

5. i really want to have pets now. the first candidate of course la cats or kittens but as i mentioned earlier about my concerns about my other housemates, so of course la they will be out of equations. so my next best bet should be guinea pig. i saw the rodents kt damansara utama dulu. just cost rm50 for a pair. very cute little fella. i want them! (by the way, nape panggil menatang tu ‘guinea pig’? rasa cam cautious lak nk pegang. rs2 tayah kena samak kan?)

6. my ex rumet and me selalu melakukan ritual of sweet talking and flirt furiously with each other that sometimes i feel like i am turning to lesbian. which, by the way, am not. (even though i dont have the same desire to flirt with guys anymore. errr… by the way, i am straight - have to keep remind myself that lately. hahaha)

7. i am not ready to be a carrier woman yet. belum bersedia utk bekerja. is that possible to still receive wages while we stay at home watching naruto? apart from marrying a bloody rich fella and be a gold-digger, i cant think of any other way.

8. my other friend is so lucky to be working near her home. bygkn masa lunch hour hari jumaat leh balik rumah and makan tgh hari kt rumah? how lucky is that?

9.i love atok and wants to marry him. but i am still a kid. a kid cant marry. bila la nk besar ni…

10. the viva for chem lab 3 just now…my… teruk gila! argggh!!!

11. i wish the eg test will be as easy as the assignment the lecturer gave last week. please please please make it easy… i wanted to score…

12. gila tadek idea to keep up this blog. mebi i should just close the account je.

13. which by the way, i want to stop blogging and ‘friendstering’ when i reach 25. 25 adalah too old to do kids stuff ok. (kids stuff: chatting on the irc, blogging pointless stuff, have ‘friends network web page’, etc)

14. i am 22 but i still havent register as pemilih. i am 22 and i do not know what to do with my life.

15. why i even took chemical engineering in the first place….

sigh. my thoughts are veering to the negative side so i better stop now. u kids, before i enroll in any course, make sure u love to do it. not because u are offered scholarship to do it.