Archive for August, 2007

21
Aug

The Blue Thing

By bilanenekmembebel 6 Comments
Categories: Uncategorized

i’m totally pissed several weeks back. if u noticed, i already edited my profile specially on the "favorite movies" section. u see,i have a weird sense of humor and dont mind telling the world about it. i put that my favorite movies are "ada ciri2 blue sket pun takpe". (which is of course joking je)

and then some stupid moron from nowhere send me a message asking if i would like to have sex. what kind of pervert mind is that? first, if u read carefully, i stated "ciri2", not blue movies. its not same la. contoh movie yg i think hv some "ciri2 blue" is mr and mrs smith. u know, the part where they make up after trying to kill each other with all those fancy guns? oh yeah, they are booth hot and the kiss was amazing. to me, that is blue. ye la, dia gtau apebende perkara laki bini  diorg wat, blue la tu kan?

secondly, its not really the type of movies that i watch religiously pun. u really want to know what i like? well, i like animation. i specifically like animation from disney’s. and i like chick flick and i also love romantic comedy. there. does it strike u that i’m pervert? if u still think so, then something wrong with u la. not me.

dh la, kadang2 nenek mls nk lyn semua ni. but my fault jugak la because of the misconception. the real reason i put crazy things on my profile is because i dont think people will read it. why? because I dont read other people’s profile pun. why should i care what movies u like to watch or what type of music u listen? not relevant to me as far as i’m concern.

what i really want to know about u is where u study and ur affiliation because if u ever add me, i want to kknow whether i know u in real life or if u just add me because 1) we really are related in real life 2) i’m cute 3) u think i like to watch blue movies. like f***.

seems like people DO read my profile. believe me, i’m honored to find that u think i’m important enough to know what  movies i watch or what music i listen. but next time, dont believe anything  u read on the net. its just a bunch of lies je…

05
Aug

Self-Image

By bilanenekmembebel 0 Comments
Categories: Uncategorized

i saw a girl in UTP recently. she was scarily skinny. i said "scary" because she was like walking skeleton. i wonder what happen to her that made her like that.

u see, that’s what happen if u let what others think dictate what u did. so what if they think thin is beautiful? we are born with different types of body and metabolism. i know someone who eat very little but is big. and i also know someone who eats like a pig but still slim.

personally, i never look down on fat people. (sorry for my straight forwardness. i hate euphemism). maybe thats because i used to be fat once. yes people. i was once fat. and u’ll never believe how other treat u or talk about u or tease u ar avoid u just because u are not their standard of beauty. i hate that and i tried to loose my weight.

i did get what i wish. but not through diet. i had appendicitis and after that i cant gain weight even though i eat like a pig. and then people still talk about you and tease you. because you are too thin for their standard.

now i said, go to hell with all of them. i didnt use their money to buy my foods so why should i listen to them? now i enjoy my food n my life more. yes, i never satisfied with my body, (who is? even tyra banks hates her thighs). my butt is too small and my breasts are too big and my skin are too oily. but this is me. small butt, big breasts, oily skin and all. i eat a lot and i cant gain weight. so what?

be sure of yourself. let others talk. we cant stop them but we can control the effect to us. so people say u r fat. but u r funny n kind. i still like u. i still want to befriend u. compared to those u r pretty and thin but with attitude problem, i much prefer u, fat people! stop looking down at urself. please la…nothing is more a turn-off than lacking of self-confidence…